I've been listening to christmas music on a regular basis.
every morning while driving to work, i listen to (at least) 3 christmas songs.
I wish it was christmas today ....
it's not that I'm depressed--or at least, I don't think I am...
but, I want to be happy for no reason, and that's what christmas-time does for me.
i'm happy simply because it's christmas time.
it has nothing to do with having a love-life, or money, or looking perfect...
it has everything to do with: cold weather, excitement, and buying/making things for important people (as a "thank you" for....sticking it through with me for the whole year type deal)
and that's what i want.
and don't say christmas can be everyday, dammit...
because, that'll kill the specialness of the day.
christmas is coming,